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It was a lot of going over and over it. You’d get the fax material, the sides they call them, and you just study it over and over and over and then go on the audition.

Every time I thought "There’s no way I’ll get it," so after, I would actually get angry because I felt "I’m not going to get this, why do they keep wasting my time? Why do they keep calling me back because I’m not going to get it."

But they keep calling me back and the closer I got the more convinced I was that I wouldn’t get it, because I felt "There’s no way it’s going to be me. What are the odds? I’ve never gotten a job like this."

I don’t know. I think I slept with Jason, to be honest.